Things are no longer the same. I dun feel I am the same person. Become so moody. Feel lost. Feel weird…  Can’t handle it anymore... Feel like a loser, helpless, sick, sad, lonely upset, waste. Feel like am losing ctrl over myself and my emotions. Get irritated with any and everything. Depression is sinking in me every moment. I am not even able to analyze what is happening with me. Saturated Weakness, Fear, Anxiety, have lost trust and faith in my self, very very very disturbed and feel very UGLY

I wanna cry … cry cry and just cry .. clear my mind, thoughts and take off that burden  from my heart and soul. Tried listening to sad songs, sad movies, sad tune, but have not been lucky with it either. A tear stops by and before it can roll down its all back where it started. I wish I knew the reason of my this state, its really difficult to be in this mind frame. Not able to figure out what has gone wrong, had an amazing week and a great weekend good time with friends, movie, and a day out with office colleagues, then why am I going thru this pain. I called mom, but didn’t have that guts to tell her what am going thru, called my sis cudnt tell her either .. I have had enuff of this disturbed state.  Can’t take it anymore... I feel am already reaching to the phase which is beyond repair. Wish I cud share what I been going thru … I WANNA CRY

Zindagi Ne Zindagi Bhar Gam Diye
Jitne Bhi Mausam Diye Sab Nam Diye

Dada miss ur palm over my head

Mama miss ur lectures and gyans

Lil sis miss d fights we have