My dad asked him to take him to his place and my dad blasted him and his parents. Back home I got the thrashing of my life; we never expected this from u and was being thrashed by dad's belt. I was crying not cos I was beaten black n blue cos I didn't know what will happen next. Will I ever get to see/ meet him? What must have happened at his place? Will he talk to me?   That night I spend in pain .. pain of not telling him that I always knew it that he liked me, pain of my expressing my self and letting him know that I too wanted to be with him? Pain of the incomplete hug and yes pain cos I was beaten.

My parents accompanied me wherever I went. We didn't meet or talk for few days. Every night I wud wait for him near the window. One night I seen him approaching and  was so glad to see him. My eyes were filled with tears but had this huge smile. He kept his palm on my cheek and Chubby I am there with you. I can foresee whats gonna follow. It was not a nice scene at my place either. Its late go to bed will cya tomo, for the 1 st time I reached out for and held his hand, don't worry remember am ur closest pal.

Next night he mentioned abt going to natice place for some family function till then it was also clear at my place abt dad's transfer I informed him abt the same. He was shocked asked me to convince my parents to stay back for studies sake. I knew this was not possible and didn't wanna upset him either and said will try my best. As decided earlier dad got transferred and had to leave immediately in a week's time. There was no means by which I cud reach him. I left a letter back with my friend with my new city add. I wrote to him several times but never heard from him. After months I recd a letter from him which read I have found a better babe pls dun bother me anymore. I cried for hours/days/nights. I had lost him.

Few years later I moved back to my city. Tried to locate him, our common friend, still no go. I no longer stayed near his bldg. There was no mean of reaching him. That time we didn’t have orkut, mobiles, sms, email add. Somehow managed to get thru him We met at Mcdonalds, sat there for hours, for one hr the only thing we spoke was what will u have. I looked at him, his eyes, it was a diff feeling tears in our eyes and  complete silence between us. He was a changed person, he had got into drinks, fags had become very rude and arrogant.  I told him u r no longer the same person, he said I can afford to be an emotional fool. Have learnt it the hard way. I told him ab the letter, he said never got it and neither he sent me any. Later got to know that my friend too liked him and she never gave my letter or my posted letters to him and she was the one who posted the letter on his behalf. He mentioned that had has loads of galfriends and asked me abt my love life. I kept my hand over his and I just cudnt stop my tears. Chubby now I cant hug u here and I burst out laughing .. Tears and a smile only u can have then both at one time. We met couple of times .. But cudnt bring back that old chap .. He still says u hair smells good.. Yeah I really miss him.  Had to leave that city again for job asked him to meet me at the ariport, but he cudnt reach the airport. I really wanted to complete that hug.

 Today he is very successful in his career, works in US and has all the possible luxuries  but his personal life ... Dun wanna even talk abt it. When I tell him dude its time u tir the knot and get settled he says ask urself 1st shud I marry?  We are now in touch thru emails sms chat calls. This was the latest sms I received from him

Sweetheart maybe we dun really have a relationship as the social world knows but yes u r in my mind and heart.

Guess u didn’t understand from the way I talk to u. Guess I've started liking you more since u left.

U r special believe in urself. Some1 stole this precious woman. Wish I cud rewind time. Yes wish u were here

Wud have held u tight close to me. Miss u Chubby .. Hey are u gonna ever hug me :)

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Miss u too