High School: Me a complete tom boy, had more guys frinds than gals. I was fine with it, cos being gals were like going thru hell. Well guys had their own agenda for being nice, sweet and friendly to me.Yeah u got it right primarly cos of INTRO. Well gals at times too wud use this medium (read Me) for an Intro.

Intro: A term which was so famous and common, but I wud always wonder what does it all mean, what are the reason and benefits and what m I suppose to do/say when I introduce 2 ppl. However I did have some good friends @ High School minus all these stupid intentions. Like anyone else me too enjoyed my school life the most. Will write on it some day :)

So where was I .. Yeah ok so me being the shabby and tom boyish kinds never managed to attract or ever did get attracted to any guys at school. Would find it so starnge when any gals frineds wud wanna look good or dressed well to impress guys. I mean cmon for heaven sake we were still school kids. I did my medium role (read introducing 2 weirdos) well. Also seen some budding love stories @school, so me always wonders what/ how does it feel to be with a guy always.

Hmm...

I stayed at grnd floor and my study table was near the window. I noticed this guy  pass by my window almost every evening, I ignored it thinking I must be regular passerby. But this never stopped for weeks, I started observing this guy, he wud pass by anywhere between 8-9 pm. I was shit scared and thought its time I speak abt it to my folks. I spoke to my dad abt it and he accompanied me to my study room. That nigh when this chap passed by my window he somehow learnt what had happened at my place, after that he stopped passing thru my window. One day after tutions my friend invited me over to her place, though was not keen had to oblige as she had asked for it several times before. Her bldg was just behind mine and only a compound wall seperated our blgs. When at her place, I met couple of her friends. One guy aprroached me and said I wanted to be friends withyou. Now I remebered seeing this guy at school he was my senior. I was thinking damn another intro case. My next question was so do u know any of my school friends and he was like excuse me .. Do u want me to introduce u to any of my friends.. He was like no wanted to talk to u, but cud never and the other day when I made up my mind to tell u a Hi, I seen ur dad in the room. I asked him was that u who .. Yes it was me. But why wud u do somrething so strange like this. Yeah always seen/heard abt u at school .. By now it was confirmed he wanted an INTRO with some stupid classmate of mine

So days passed by and now everytime he passed by my window he wud say a Hi or smile. However at school he behaved as if he never seen/ knew me . Wud find it vey strange. One day while he passed by my window, he dropped a chit.. Which read .. Dun talk to me in school. I was like oh yes wont his friends make fun of him if they get to know that I know him after all I was a poorly dressed and shabby looking gal. I was so pissed off with this chap, after that I never kept that window open for days and ignored him @ school. One day he knocked on my window when I opned he asked me ... Why are avoiding me? What have I done or said. Im sorry if I have done something unknowingly that has hurt you. But pls dun avoid me. My heart reachd out to him .. But just didn’t wanna talk to him. On my bday he passed a card thru my friend it read Chubby (eeks he is calling me FATTY) will I ever know the reson of u ignoring me. Pls talk to me. Every Sunday u leave ur hair when u go o church. Can u do the same this Saturday, its my farewell at school? I was like wat a creep this guy is. Guess what .. I dressed my shabbiest best for the party and plaited my hair. He kept looking at me thru out the party. His eyes said lots of things(anger,pain, sadness, helpless). At the end of the party he walked to me his eyes filled with tears and said Thanks for hurting me. That moment I felt I have lost something ... And thats what happened, he never passed by my window and I never got to see him. I tried to enquire abt him thru my friend and she told me oh he is become very quiet .. Think he is serious abt studies and preparing for his boards. I visited my friends place too but never seen him .Howevrr I still kept a track as to where was his exam center, asked my friend abt his paper to which she relied that didn’t meet him for a long time. For vacation he visited his native place and  the results were declared and one day my friend informed me that he had left to another city for further studies. I kept thinking why another place, our city had the best of colleges and institutions.

Days passed by and now I had reached the final year of high school. I kept the window open with the hope that someday he wud pass by from here. My boards was just 4 months away, was thinking if he was here he wud have helped me in preparing for my finals ... Hmmm and then I see him pass by my window. Did I actualy see him? Next day I wanted to ask my friend then I thought what if that was my imagination. The next night I again waited and once again he passed by, I was shocked, this time I was sure that it him. The 3rd night he dropped ina chit which read .. Am not a ghost stop giving me those looks it scares me. I wanted to talk to him, ask him about where was he, when did he come back, why did he returned, how was his college and did he fnd someone. Next night he dropped a chit which read can we meet? I replied where? I'll meet u near ur tutions. Ok. That day my tution was extended by another hr and all that hr I was thinking this guy must have left after waiting and he'll get mad at me. He was still waiting for me .. But we cudnt meet as my friends were with me, Then we decided to meet next night, which again didn’t happend .. That night he dropped in a chit which read will be back in 1/2 hr need to tak to u. I left a chit near my windor which read come back at 10.30pm by then everyone will be in bed. Then at 10.30 I reached by room, I was so scared I closed my room door and opned the window. Found him standing there with a  big smile. He asked can we meet tomo. I said again tutions, no I'll accompany u to school, No ways. How abt accompaying u back home from school, no ways ok then where.. But why u wanna met me .. Dun u wanna talk to me .. And there was silence and only pure smiles were exchanged how abt meeting in church, no ways.. Gosh there must be some way out. I told him day after m leaving for a school camp for  3 days. He almost yelled 3 days .. I was like Ssshh my folks will wake up. Pls dun go .. How can u say that this is my last trip with my school friends. Ok lemme find a way out.

Next day while returning home from tution, I seen him near my compound he quickly grabbed my hand and took me to the terrace and before I cud say anything he took me to the corner of the terrace which was the darkest and where no one cud trace us or recognise us. I was like are u nuts what if someone gets to know, my folks will trash me. He said Ssshh lemme talk before I get numb, he held my hand, I was shivering, he said I dunno if its u or me but some1 is shivering, why did u stop talking to me why did u ignore me. Cos u told me not to talk to u at school, cos u were ashamed to let other know that we are friends. No chubby I did that cos then my friends wud then wanna talk to u and ask u to introduce other gals and I didn’t want them to trouble u. When I started passing thru ur window I also intended to befriend u cos I had heard a lot abt u( damn my medium reputation) but I had heard lot abt u thru the common friend.  Found u very childish, didn’t u find me shabby, well I did but also seen u were so different from the rest. I was very hurt on the farewell day, upset cos u never gave me a chance to explain. Joined college in another city abut cudnt study/concentrate. I lost a year, now I have moved back, joined a college here so m on a break till college begins in july. I m telling u this cos u easily get influence and become suspicious. Did u miss me? I was blank. Did u miss me? I know u wont ans this .. He asked me to open my hair, and moved his palm over my hair and said I wanna be ur closest friend. I'll miss u for these 3 days(read upcoming school camp)Pls take care and remember some1 is waiting for u. I dun wanna let it end here but its too late, before  ur folks get worried u leave .. I'll leave after u have reached ... See u at the window :) U know wat ur hair smells good. That night as I laid on the bed I when I though abt the moment on the terrace i experienced a strange feeling with me and ticklish kinda .. Watever it was the feeling was special

Next day (read 6 am) while walking to school, I was surprised to find him following me, he took the camp bag from my hand and walked behind me, few meters from school he handed the bag back and said I'll be waiting. When I came back from the trip my eyes were searching for him. Found him waiting and on the way back home I went on n on abt the trip and all he did was smile. He visited me on our schools sports day. Helped me with my studies, Prepared notes for my finals, accompained me (read followed me) to school. Not only that he accompanied me to my exam center waited till my paper was done. He left no oppurtunity to untie my hair and play with it and liked it when he says ur hair smells good :)

After my exams were done one day I asked him to meet to on the terrace. When I reached there he was waiting for me he reached out to held my hand the minute I felt his touch I started crying and it was a non stop cry. He was so confused and kept asking me what happened?  I'll hug u if u dun stop, still I went on crying he asked me u really want me to hug u. I told him my one paper had not gone well, that’s it .. Dun worry ... But hey U havent ans me .. Can I hug u .. U look so cute with all those tears. Shutup was the reply to his qustion. Results were good, He made sure I got admission is a good college. He was like a consellor telling me which stream which college wud be good.  One night we were on the terrace, He asked me would u like to be with me? I m with u silly? Like forever? Silence .. I am in love with u chubby .. I always was .. Didn’t want u to get distracted like the way I got and lost a year. Chubby u r a gem. And I know what u feel for me. But wanna hear from u .. Pls chubby I've been waiting all this while ... Pls ... Ok if u dun say it I'll hug u .. Hug me .. Chubby .. Does it mean that u dun love ... Ssshhh and I came close to him as I was to hug him .. My folks were on the terrace and next wat followed was nothing less that firewroks, it was so embarrasing.

(Later got to know1 Khadoss aunty informed my folks)

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